In My Heart

So since I was graduated, I have nothing to do hehe well I spent my time recently at home and just relaxing all the time. When I thought back I was a student I could say that I faced so many difficulties about finishing my study in this city, I don't know how to explain more about it so, I think everyone has a different stories and I did so. There's a lot of requirments that must be done by all the students and the things that I really really hate about the obligations that always changing everytime and I could say that all those things always make students depressed. Really. Annddd I've been throught it all. Big thank you for everyone that always support me and encourage me, you all mean a lot for me. In this age, I realize being graduated without job is useless which is no money at all and my parents will argued with me when I always ask them for giving me money hehe. But what I feel now is I really don't wanna work as a employee. I don't know why I feel so bad being like that but my heart tells so. Gratefully, sometimes I help my parents to do their business and I found what I love to. I want to love my job. So I do what I love. I work what I love. I think that's make me happy and enjoyable. And one thing that change my life is this person that I met, he's so inspiring and  I couldn't say how much special him to my llife. And knowing that he will become my husband to-be is a miracle. I can not stop to thank God every time I hear he calls my name or just to look he's doing his work and ask me "did you take your lunch?" as simple as that. He always make me smile. I love you soooo much dear Stanley. 

And here are some selfies yeeey!!!!